Just finished packing... After re-packing a hundred times and getting so annoyed that I started throwing out things I wanted to keep, oh and after sea-mailing my school papers and books back home (see ya in 3 months!), I was able to fit everything into three suitcases and one duffel bag. Geez that was tough... hopefully it is all within size weight limits otherwise I may go postal in the airport!
So this is it, my last hours in Sydney- killing time before I head to the airport. I'm sitting in my empty room, feeling a bit blue, and thinking about the incredible year I've had. I have met some amazing people, seen amazing places, and done things that I only ever dreamed of. Now I am so sad to have to say goodbye. It feels like it was not long ago that I was sitting in my room at my parents house packing and wondering what the heck I was getting myself into traveling across globe to go back to school. And at first it was tough adjusting to my new life, but relatively quickly I made friends, felt more comfortable exploring the city, and Sydney became home to me.
Now its time to go back to my "real life" and my "real home". Strangely I feel that same reluctance as I did before I left. I know I have some amazing things waiting for me at home, but I can't even think about that now because I just want to love this city for the few more hours I have left.
This year I learned a lot of good lessons. I learned that:
- When you give people a chance, and open yourself up to friendship, they usually won't let you down.
- I still hate awkward situations, but when I force myself into them I usually feel good about myself afterwards.
- I love being a beer drinking, flip-flop wearing, smart-assed, Texan girl!
- What I consider to be my extreme shyness, other people usually perceive as bitchiness... so I gotta work on that.
- The worlds a big place, and there is still SO much of it that I haven't seen... but I will someday.
- I'm too old for Student Housing, even a shared bathroom is a bit of a stretch for me.
- No matter how much you want something it won't change whether or not someone else wants to give it to you.
- I'm a lot stronger than I think I am...
Goodbye Sydney! Hope to see you again someday.
So this is it, my last hours in Sydney- killing time before I head to the airport. I'm sitting in my empty room, feeling a bit blue, and thinking about the incredible year I've had. I have met some amazing people, seen amazing places, and done things that I only ever dreamed of. Now I am so sad to have to say goodbye. It feels like it was not long ago that I was sitting in my room at my parents house packing and wondering what the heck I was getting myself into traveling across globe to go back to school. And at first it was tough adjusting to my new life, but relatively quickly I made friends, felt more comfortable exploring the city, and Sydney became home to me.
Now its time to go back to my "real life" and my "real home". Strangely I feel that same reluctance as I did before I left. I know I have some amazing things waiting for me at home, but I can't even think about that now because I just want to love this city for the few more hours I have left.
This year I learned a lot of good lessons. I learned that:
- When you give people a chance, and open yourself up to friendship, they usually won't let you down.
- I still hate awkward situations, but when I force myself into them I usually feel good about myself afterwards.
- I love being a beer drinking, flip-flop wearing, smart-assed, Texan girl!
- What I consider to be my extreme shyness, other people usually perceive as bitchiness... so I gotta work on that.
- The worlds a big place, and there is still SO much of it that I haven't seen... but I will someday.
- I'm too old for Student Housing, even a shared bathroom is a bit of a stretch for me.
- No matter how much you want something it won't change whether or not someone else wants to give it to you.
- I'm a lot stronger than I think I am...
Goodbye Sydney! Hope to see you again someday.
